My apologies

My apologies to my humble reader, I didn't take the next step til a good 16 days after my second one. Not normally a good sign. On the plus side however I do have quite a few things bubbling around in the back of my head for things to talk to you'll about.
The future of this blog will hold a few things that I have kinda mentioned in the first post. To expand upon it, those who do not study history are doomed to repeat it. While the times change the themes remain the same. I hope to be writing about the fall of the Roman Republic and the Rise to Empire....and talk about the sorry state of our own republic. I love my country and I truly cannot imagine living elsewhere, to say otherwise would be a disingenuous statement. While I work on the research for that and write it out over a several posting period, I am going to talk about something a little closer to home.
I am going through a breakup. I do not blame myself or her for the fact. It is useless to say whose fault it is, because you would only be getting my side of the story and one side is not the whole truth and could even perhaps be only part of the truth or even none at all. I really don't know what I want to say about it. I know that there is a void in my life where she once held sway. But a void isn't always a bad thing, just acknowledge it exists and see what you can salvage out of it later. Look upon it with clear glasses and not rose colored ones. Perhaps one day we can be friends, but I am not sure I want that. I do know that I must avoid her because I am still weak when it comes to her and her treatment of me was less than....kind. Some would say cruel, but the requires an intention I don't believe she has within her...or at least I like to think she doesn't have within her. I could talk more but I would loose my focus, so I am going to wrap this up for a day. Also I am going to try to start listing some recommended reading for the day, things that have some pertance in my life and perhaps would have some in yours as well.

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